Day 196: Some Bloody Heartache

Whole day stayed at home again, waiting for dinner and also calls from any company. Well, no company called as usual.

After dinner with ZhiHang, I called her, talked to her for an hour. An hour of mix feelings, joy of hearing her voice, misery of her rejecting me again and again.

I don't how long I can bear with this feelings. Should I just keep her our of my life so that I can stop thinking of her? I'm so serious yet confuse.