Day 70 (17): Lone Wolf
Aaron
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010
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Only got to bed at 4AM after the full day tour the day before. I know I reached home at 1AM but with so many Facebook postings to attend to, 3 hours is considered fast enough already.
Dragged up by the alarm clock at 7:45AM (I change my alarm from 7:30AM so that I can rest for another petty 15 minutes), I went to bathe. Just as I was preparing to leave for class, Janice messaged me informing that the other 3 girls did not want to attend the lecture and she was alone there waiting in the lobby. In the end, only few reached the lecture hall.
It was a disappointment for me, as I was going to class not for the class but for her. I even asked her if she was able to attend before she snoozed off. The class was boring as usual, with the theory is all the same old stuff. Continued with the seminars where we got to interact a bit more. The style of Jeremy's teaching suits me as I need not do extensive preparation before class.
Returned home to rest but was nudged by a message. T.T I was excluded from the dinner group as I was halting the girls 38-ness together. I do feel awkwardness too while with them. It was fine with me as I was there with them to get close with this girl. T.T It seems I should seek some alternative avenue from now on, both on dinner and relationship.
Made myself lunch, which later became dinner and might be tomorrow's lunch too due to the large portion. For lunch, I took 2 slice of the beef steak pie (frozen ones) with a orange-Pepsi mix and strawberry yogurt. Then, tired me got a nap.
Waking up at 7PM, I text her a few messages, which I had not done for quite long as we spent so much time together and there's this MSN application. =.= She still insist me not to waste my time on her while she awaits reply for her love to another guy. I wish I could give up, but it will be a mistake for sure. I just hope that I can prevail and somehow change her view.
Now, I am, after dinner (3 slice of the pie), typing this piece of post that might just get some attention from my college friends. =.= I got to start my assignments later as the due date seems charging closer (or it's me charging towards it), at a very fast pace.
Dragged up by the alarm clock at 7:45AM (I change my alarm from 7:30AM so that I can rest for another petty 15 minutes), I went to bathe. Just as I was preparing to leave for class, Janice messaged me informing that the other 3 girls did not want to attend the lecture and she was alone there waiting in the lobby. In the end, only few reached the lecture hall.
It was a disappointment for me, as I was going to class not for the class but for her. I even asked her if she was able to attend before she snoozed off. The class was boring as usual, with the theory is all the same old stuff. Continued with the seminars where we got to interact a bit more. The style of Jeremy's teaching suits me as I need not do extensive preparation before class.
Returned home to rest but was nudged by a message. T.T I was excluded from the dinner group as I was halting the girls 38-ness together. I do feel awkwardness too while with them. It was fine with me as I was there with them to get close with this girl. T.T It seems I should seek some alternative avenue from now on, both on dinner and relationship.
Made myself lunch, which later became dinner and might be tomorrow's lunch too due to the large portion. For lunch, I took 2 slice of the beef steak pie (frozen ones) with a orange-Pepsi mix and strawberry yogurt. Then, tired me got a nap.
Waking up at 7PM, I text her a few messages, which I had not done for quite long as we spent so much time together and there's this MSN application. =.= She still insist me not to waste my time on her while she awaits reply for her love to another guy. I wish I could give up, but it will be a mistake for sure. I just hope that I can prevail and somehow change her view.
Now, I am, after dinner (3 slice of the pie), typing this piece of post that might just get some attention from my college friends. =.= I got to start my assignments later as the due date seems charging closer (or it's me charging towards it), at a very fast pace.
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